If you created something that nobody besides yourself cared about, would you still be happy?
Would you still be just as driven to lose sleep over it. The push required to see it come into the world, at times breaking your spirit. Met with discontent looks or at worst repulsion and words of discouragement. Would you press on if there was nothing more to gain from it than it's existence? You may face this all on your journey. Creating things that few are willing to support. Many will be more comfortable following instead of leading, and waiting instead of contributing. This though, is natural for some.
Know though that there are many that won't be defined by something external. They simply choose. They may often create for an audience of one. Willing to spend an entire lifetime bringing something into this world. Even if in time everything will be washed away and forgotten , the challenge is completely worth it. In this you can find solitude.
"The world needs darkness, because too much light does not illuminate us or harbors but blinds us and burns us" - varg vikernes
On a journey. Searching for something. Sharing what's found.