In pursuit of anything worth while, you'll face moments of hardship.That's normal.
Usually you'll go through several steps in reaching a resolution.
First you've got to accept absolute responsibility.
Everything that you have done up until this moment has gotten you exactly where you are.
If you want a different life, then you have to become something different.
Next you've got to see that there's a lesson in everything. There's a way to turn most things into a win.
It's not easy, but you'll have to adopt the idea that everything works to your advantage.
Finally, you've got to remember that there is nobody that needs to save you.
You're your own hero. You were born with the ability to grow, and to learn everything that you need in order to get to the next stage. You can seek advice, but the power required to actually do the work ( the work of changing and developing yourself) is solely up to you.
On a journey. Searching for something. Sharing what's found.